You mean the world to me

but you'll never know...


A while ago, one of my friends was telling me about a conversation she had with a psychiatrist with regards to difficulty falling asleep. The psychiatrist told her to come up with a story about people she also made up. Lately, I've had difficulty falling asleep and, in an effort to clear my head and drift off, I've been making up stories about these two. Tommy (not fishboy, the other one) and Robin. I've been making up stories about them for three years now.

It's strange, I feel like subconsciously my latent desire to be Robin is affecting my conscious decisions. Three years ago I decided Robin would do something drastic in her life, namely go to college in England... I actually forgot this until I read it in an old sketchbook.

The mind is strange. Life is strange.

Sketches [5]

This is pretty much what my new sketchbook looks like.

Cambresen Tommy Robertio

Yes, it most certainly is Tommy. I've decided that Phage names go like this: paternal surname, given name, maternal surname. Therefore his mother's full name would be Robertio Lole, as they can opt to not include one of the surnames.


He looks sad, but when does he not? He also looks very girly, which is not very fitting for a boy (who seems to always wear a dress... oops).

Done with charcoal for stress relief.